What a difference clarity can make to how you feel and your energy. The past few days I have been feeling heavy, sad, confused, worried and stressed. There has been certain challenges this week and I thought it was these challenges that were making me feel stressed, even though I had been moving through them, taking steps towards resolving the problems at hand, but there was something deeper going on….an relationship issue. Things weren’t feeling right and I was developing doubts, and although I was doing my best not to read into things or place meaning on anything that was or was not happening, trying my best to let go of any control, attachment, expectations and worry I may have had. I was looking at all these things yet still the energy, the sadness and tears were not shifting. It was the confusion, the uncertainty, the not knowing what was holding me in this space, unable to escape its grip on me. That was until I decided to go directly to the person in question to gain clarity around the situation. I am glad I did for it wasn’t long and I had the answers, perhaps not the answers I was wanting but never the less they were answers and immediately I felt the shift in energy. I felt lighter and a sense of relief. Relief now that I had clarity, relief I no longer need to worry or be stuck in that low energy state, relief that I can now move forward knowing where I stand with this person. Relief that I now have some, not all, but some answers, enough for me to have closure. The unanswered questions I still have, deep down I do know the answers. For now I have to keep moving forward with my life.

I am grateful for the times I shared with this person, grateful for the experience, grateful for the love we shared, for the lessons, although I may not be fully aware of them at this moment, I am still extremely grateful.

Robyn

Some time around 2011/2012