The fool – that’s me – I will forgive myself, I will come to see that this is behaviour of yours and at this moment you don’t know any better, that this is where you are at, at the moment. That I need to accept you – I need to have understanding and compassion for you and know that this is part of your journey for your growth and evolution.
Maybe one day you will come to your senses, maybe not. It’s not up to me to judge, to criticise, to frown upon, to hold anything against you – just to love you and accept you just as you are and exactly where you are on your journey, to understand that you have learned behaviours in place – unconscious patterns, beliefs that make you take certain action or non-action that protect you from what you perceive as pain and danger.
We all have them.
I understand you have come into my life at this point to help me grow too. To get me to respect myself more, to know my worth, to heal, to become stronger within myself and to make more realisations about myself. I am coming to know myself more and ultimately loving myself more.
Robyn Lemsing
8th March 2019